i realized last night that i don't know what i look like anymore.
i was looking through pictures from thanksgiving, and there i was... smiling, holding babies, making faces, caught unawares... and none of them looked like me. at least not the me i think i see when i look in the mirror. how can that be?
how can that girl be me? i barely recognized her...though i couldn't put my finger on the reasons why.
it was very disconcerting.