Saturday, February 21, 2009

the invitation

Last night the most beautiful thing happened. It was the first rehearsal in the new building, and Curtis had a team all in place… and me not being part of the team anymore, I was feeling left out and blue…even though I took my own self away from wam. In fact, even as I had lunch with Sabrina yesterday (happy birthday to you!) I told her that it made me feel oddly lonely to be left out of this. I mean, worship is how Curtis and I met – many of the important times of our life have been connected through that thread. Anyhoo, middle of the afternoon he calls me. “I’m getting really excited about tonight!” my heart sinks a little. “I was wondering if you would come, just to be a part of it? You could sing and the girls could hang out – I want you there.” It was the most romantic and thoughtful thing he’s said to me in 5 years… I melted! He loves me! He wants me to be a part of his big moments! He chose me!

So I went, and it was fantastic fun… I came home with a sore throat and a tired body, but a happy heart. It was loud and loose, jumping and goofing off, joyful and relaxing. And excited. And I was invited…I was there. I always know I’m loved, but it was so nice to experience it. I love you, too, Curtis…

3 comments:

Cynthia said...

That is beautiful! Yes, Curtis wants you to be a part of his special moments, but perhaps his moments aren't as special without you?

He's a good man.

Shawna said...

Awe!!!!!!!!!!!! How lovely!!! What a special girl you are!! I so wish I could have been having fun and jumping around with you:)

Marilyn said...

Rae - I prayed for you this weekend, that you would be given a GENEROUS heart toward the new church building and all the time and work it entails. I never dreamed that such a lovely opening would come to you - I think Curtis is a darling and you are beautiful. Well done both of you.