a little over my head

sorry - my posts have been sketchy lately...too long, (according to liz -but i still love you), or barely there. i've been mentally preoccupied waiting every day to see if my mailman has brought my visa. (the living-in-the-united-states kind, not the visa-mastercard-discover kind). so far, not so much. i keep trying to think of something else, but once again, not so much. for those of you out there who pray, feel free to dig into this one. thanks.