Wednesday, October 10, 2007
maybe i just need a nap
i want a gentler, more even keeled me. not sure if it's possible...i think i am wanting something that i am fundamentally not. personality isn't just something we made up - we are all different. and sometimes i wish i were something i'm just not. but then again, i like to think i add a little spunk, a little color & pizzazz to life. if i didn't, who would? so i guess rather than wish myself into someone different, i really ought to be who i am full tilt. why is it that it seems to be harder than it ought to be, just to be yourself?