Wednesday, October 10, 2007

maybe i just need a nap

i want a gentler, more even keeled me. not sure if it's possible...i think i am wanting something that i am fundamentally not. personality isn't just something we made up - we are all different. and sometimes i wish i were something i'm just not. but then again, i like to think i add a little spunk, a little color & pizzazz to life. if i didn't, who would? so i guess rather than wish myself into someone different, i really ought to be who i am full tilt. why is it that it seems to be harder than it ought to be, just to be yourself?

4 comments:

Sarah said...

I'm glad you aren't what you are not. Crap. Now Ive confused myself. But I find the thought of a you that wasn't you very saddening indeed...

kristine said...

you know i'm the pea right next to you in the same pod.

Anonymous said...

i have watched you be you for a long time ... as long as you are, in fact. gotta say - you are still the little girl in the wonder woman bathing suit racing around on your bicycle with adventures unfolding before your eyes. it is a gift, who you are. ME

Annie said...

I love this post, I love the comments...you are, in fact, to your friends, wonderwoman on a bike full of energy and fun and life would be so much less if you were otherwise!!